What to Say

It has been a while since I have blogged and a few of my friends have brought this to my attention. I have not blogged because I am at a stand still. I did not know what to say. I guess I will give everyone an update. I have been laid up most of the time. I am a clutz. Not just your normal everyday variety, I always do myself in in the most interesting ways. About a month ago or so I was chasing my run away puppy, who was chasing another stray dog, and slipped on some mud. Landed on my bottom but hit my knee on the way down. Still having knee problems from this. yes I did the right thing and went to the doctor, who sent me to an orthopedic surgeon. I would rather cut off my leg than to go back and see this doctor again. He was unprofessional and was not a good physician in my opinion. As if my knee problem was not enough I had to have yet another clutz moment a couple weeks after. I fell down my stairs.

When I say I fell down the stairs I do not mean one or two steps. I fell from the top to the bottom on my back. It was like an Olymic sport, flat on my back and sliding downhill. It did get a trip to the ER. Nothing broken but lots of pain. It is my good fortune they gave me pain killers and muscle relaxers. I am still having issues with both injuries, probably because I try to do too much too soon. I do thank my helpful room mate. He has been carrying boxes and my laundry up the steps to my bedroom for me. Isn't that sweet?

The room mate adventure is also new. I have lived with people my entire life except from April of 2005 until Feb 2006. Mostly it was my parents, but we did have various others live with us through the years. I vowed when I moved from my parents home that I was going to be married or live on my own. Well we can see how well that worked. I am adjusting to having a stranger live with me. Yes, I have known this person for many years, but until you actually live with someone, they are a stranger to your private world. They see you first thing in the morning with bad hair and groggy. They see you sick, tired, awake and you see them. Lets just say it is taking an adjustment. I am pretty laid back about certain things and particular about others. We are having to learn the art of compromise. Wish us luck. We might need it.

I am still trying to work on the positive thinking. I have had some pit falls called reality. Some things you just can not put a positive spin on. People I used to be very close to I feel have abandonded me when I needed it the most. Thank goodness for those that didn't. I am a good friend and attempting to be better. There is always room for improvement. I am a good daughter, but also trying to improve that as well. I am a good person. Those that feel otherwise are those I need to expel from my life. I listen, I give, I am there when asked or needed. I have no time or energy for people who constantly find fault with me. I am my own worst enemy. I do not need any help in that department. So for those of you reading, HI I blogged again. If you are one of the people in my life that inspire, are there, listen without judgement, bring me up and not put me down , I love you and thank you. If you fit into the other category, Fuck you. Now how positive is that...lol. Have a great week .